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2003-2004



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When We Move From Being Noticed To Being Neglected:
Sermon for the Second Week of Advent
Sunday, Dec. 5, 2004
by Father Roger O. Douglas


I picked up a magazine the other day and saw a picture of John Kerry.  Next to it was printed the following: “The defeated Democrat Kerry puts his best face forward.” I wondered how be was feeling. It was a little over a month ago when crowds gathered wherever be spoke, when the media listened to his every word, when his statements were carefully analyzed. Now a month later he had moved from being famous to being forgotten. How quickly we move from being noticed to being neglected. Or, as a newspaper editorial this past week put it, “Presidential losers are consigned to political oblivion.”

John the Baptist, our central character in today’s Gospel, probably had much the same feelings as Kerry must be having.     As a traveling preacher, John had great success, but he ended up at the king’s birthday party looking like a piece of sliced turkey with his head severed from his body. A magazine of that day might have written. “John the Baptist,  puts his best face forward, even if it had been severed from his body.”

Most of us know John’s story. He was like a forceful old time preacher. He had a booming voice, an electric delivery and a charismatic personality. Listen to how Fred Buechner describes him:

“John the Baptist didn’t fool around. He lived in the wilderness ... subsisted on a starvation diet... wore clothes that wouldn’t have been fit for a rummage sale. When he preached, it was always fire and brimstone. The kingdom was coming all right, he said, but if you thought it was going to be a pink tea, you’d better think again. If you didn’t shape up, God would give you the ax like an elm with the blight. He said that being a Jew wouldn’t get you any more points than being a Hottentot, and one of his favorite way of addressing his audience was as a bunch of snakes. Your only hope, he said, was to clean up your act as if your life depended on it, and get baptized in a hurry as a sign that you had. Some people thought he was Elijah come back from the grave, and some others thought he was the Messiah. but John would have none of either. ‘I’m the one yelling myself blue in the face in the wilderness,’ he said, quoting Isaiah. ‘I’m trying to knock some sense into, your heads.’

“After awhile, John’s message became redundant. And the public is so fickle. His congregation dwindled, and then one day he made some comments that had political overtones. And, as every preacher knows, you can’t mix religion and politics, or so those who disagree with us are always saying.  Every preacher knows you had better not criticize the people in power unless you have a job waiting for you in another town. John’s story ends with his being tossed in jail for subversion and later executed. John the famous preacher is soon forgotten. Just another dead prophet. Someone who bursts upon the scene, attracts a following, and in a few short years is abandoned....”

Where is God for those who have lost their following? Where is God for those who had it made in the past, but are now trivialized,  redundant, neglected? Where is God for people who skate along toward a bright future and find that the solid ice beneath  their feet has cracked? Where is God for those who have been consigned to oblivion? Where is the God of John the Baptist?

I remember once going to talk with a spiritual director when I was feeling depressed. I recall saying how lousy life was treating me. How unfair it all seemed. I talked about how I had been one of the comers in the church, one of the successful cardinal rectors with the ninth largest church in the country. And how I had been treated with a certain adulation, asked to preach around the country, consulted on how to grow a church. But after a while, I became old hat. What had been hot in the 80s became stale in the 90s. I recall sharing all this with my spiritual director. Finally, I worked myself up to the point where I said that I now felt abandoned by God.

He listened to my tale of woe, and after a long pause said, “Do you know what the two most important words of scripture are? They are: ‘And yet.’ I don’t want to minimize your feelings,” he said, “but after you have looked at your situation, seen all the negatives, felt all the pangs of defeat, then I would recommend your saying, ‘And yet.’ And yet, God is still by your side. And yet God still has a place for you. And yet, isn’t our God a God who picks up the pieces, finds the lost sheep, breathes new life into dead bodies, has a future beyond what we might imagine? And yet, in whatever way you find yourself, God has a plan and a use for you.”

It’s good for us to focus on John the Baptist this morning. Not because of his contribution to the Christmas story; no it’s good because his life shows us the importance of persevering even when we move from being famous to being forgotten. The important part of John’s story was: even in prison, even when neglected by his followers, even when he might have thrown in the towel, John continued to search for what God wanted.    You might recall that near the end of his life, John sent one of his few remaining disciples, to find out if Jesus was the promised one. John’s message might have been dated, redundant, and rejected by most people. But at the same time, John was able to say: “And yet.” And yet, God still could use him as the herald of the Christ Child.

One other person I would like you to meet today: Martin Luther, this ex-monk who ushered in the Reformation, who by his courage and convictions turned our understanding of Christianity completely around. Luther was persecuted, attacked, called a devil and a fool during most of his life. At one point most of his friends and protectors deserted him and he was brought before the Church tribunal. The opposition hammered him for days. How could he, one single monk, dare to challenge the best minds of the church? Finally the chief prosecutor reminded Luther hat they might burn him at the stake as a heretic or exile him to some far off island. And then, cried the prosecutor, then where would you be?

Luther paused, looked about at the assembled church people and said, “And yet, and yet, I should still be in the hands of God.”

The essence of Luther’s faith was summed up in those two words, “and yet.” However bad, however perilous, however ignominious, Luther was still able to say, And Yet—God still had a plan and a place for him.

We have all been there—when the future seems denied, when all the cheers have turned to jeers, when we find ourselves neglected, forgotten, unnoticed, dismissed, trying to put a good face on a bad situation. It is at those times that we are invited to join John the Baptist, and say: “And Yet.” And yet we can keep preparing for the one who is to come. And yet – God has a plan for us. For remember, we follow a God who calls forth shoots from dead stumps, a people from dry bones, babies from barren wombs—And new life from a tomb. This is the God who enables us to say: And yet – and yet, God still can use us.

Amen.


Sermon for The First of Week of Advent
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
By Father John R. Smith


Today is the first Sunday of Advent--the time when we prepare once again for the coming of Jesus.  As the first Sunday of the church year- a "Happy New Year" greeting is very appropriate.  As we begin the new year we light a candle each week to remind us that Jesus brings light into the dark places of the world. Today the Prophet Isaiah describes a future shaped by peace for all nations as they walk in the light of the Lord.  We wait in hope for this prophecy to be fulfilled. We light the candle of hope for this prophecy to be fulfilled. It is a prophecy for our time so we light the candle of hope to proclaim that God's light is coming into the world.

We do this with our mind's eye filled with images of prison cells, war casualties, disaster survivors, and nations "on the edge" in a world of terrorism and threatening divisions . . . this is the precarious position we find ourselves in this Advent Season 2004.

No surprise, Advent always begins in darkness.  It is not difficult this year to admit that we wait for something to happen, for someone to open the door--to allow the light in, and to change the course of human history.

We wait expectantly, hopefully for this One who is coming . . . But our conception of that "Coming" One is all important to how we live in the now, in anticipation of the not-yet.

Some of you like to read the New York Times. Well this summer, Nicholas Kristof wrote an article entitled "Jesus and Jihad" which centered on the appalling message conveyed by the latest in the Left Behind series of evangelical thrillers.  If the "message" of the last fictional installment, Glorious Appearing, is to be believed (and the writer takes the Book of Revelation and other apocalyptical writing quite literally), Jesus will return to earth, gather non-Christians to his left side (the goats), and toss them into everlasting fire.

Kristof quotes from the book in his article:  "Jesus merely raised one hand a few inches and a yawning chasm opened in the earth, stretching far and wide enough to swallow all of them.  They tumbled in, howling and screeching, but their wailing was soon quashed and all was silent when the earth closed itself again."

Now what makes this remarkable is that Kristof points out that these are the bestselling novels for adults in the United States, and they have sold more than 60 million copies worldwide.  (As the Barnes and Noble staff person led me to the shelf he commented:  these are really popular and selling.)

This is why I said earlier that our conception of the One we are waiting for is so important to how we live right now.  If this many readers' expectations of the Second Coming are based on a novel that portrays Jesus as returning to Earth to wipe all non-Christians from the planet--clearly we have work to do.

The Second Coming is the final return of the Creator, the Savior, the Restorer of the world in which the rule of God will prevail once and for all.  It is, therefore, meant to be a message of hope.  It is not a coming in wrath--a coming against.  It is a coming for.  It is that final moment when the whole world--and history as we know it--will openly and totally belong to God. Jesus states in the Gospel:  I have not come to condemn the world but to save the world.

Now that does not mean there will not be struggle in the here and now.  The Light will completely overcome the darkness only at the end.  But in the meantime, we have the opportunity to align ourselves with Jesus' work, his Cross and the its promise for all our brothers and sisters.

Besides those who are quick to condemn others, while seeing themselves raptured up to glory   without a scratch, there are many naysayers.  It has never been more difficult to believe in God's redemption--and never more crucial. Edith Stein, philosopher and Jewish convert to Christianity, has written: "The sight of the world in which we live, the need and misery, and an abyss of human malice, again and again dampen jubilation over the victory of light.  The world is still deluged by mire, and still but a small flock has escaped from it to the highest mountain peaks.  The battle between Christ and the Antichrist is not yet over.  The followers of Christ have their place in this battle, and their chief weapon is the Cross."

But the Cross is not a bludgeon; it is a lamp, a beacon, equivalent to the pillar of fire that led the Israelites across the desert night.  It is what we must keep within our sights as we struggle this Advent to be open to that One who will free us from all sin and death, and plant God's kingdom in our very midst.

So while we wait we do so not passively, simply wishing for peace, for justice, and joy, but actively working for these realities, confident in the future.  As Jesus once came among us in weakness and meekness he will come in great glory in judgment, justice, and power, to redeem the world, to save it from itself. So we work courageously and faithfully knowing that while we work for justice for the weakest among us there is a future worth waiting, living, working, praying, hoping, and dying for because that future is not going to be more of the same but filled with that which we have not had enough of and need the most--God.

So we have work to do!  Live in this world on the Lord's mountain--seeing everything from God's perspective and not the world's.  Strive in small and large ways to prepare for Jesus' Coming which will make all things right.

I'll close with a story told some years ago during my Italy days.  A tourist was traveling along the shores of Lake Como in Northern Italy.  When he reached a castle, Villa Asconatli, an elderly gardener opened the gate and showed him the grounds that he kept in immaculate condition.  The tourist asked when the owner had last been there.  "Twelve years ago," the man answered.  "Does he ever write to you?" the tourist asked.  "No," was the reply.  "Then from who do you get your instructions?"  "From his agent in Milan."  "Does he come at all?"  "Never."  "Who comes here then?"  "I am almost always alone," said the gardener, "only once in a while does tourist like yourself come by."  "But," said the man, "you keep these grounds just as if you expect your master to come tomorrow."  "Not tomorrow, sir," the old gardener promptly corrected him.  "Today, I expect him today."

May the same hope and expectation buoy our lives today and always!




Halloween Sermon, St. Michael's
Sunday, Oct. 31, 2004
by Father Roger O. Douglas


I once served a church in Connecticut, where I experienced an incident that was never covered by a seminary education. Like many older churches in Connecticut, this one had a cemetery attached to it, where members had been buried for generations. One day, a good parishioner whose relatives had long been buried in that place visited me. He asked my permission to bring in a professional medium. The family's plan was to stand beside the grave of their relative and attempt to contact him. They wanted to seek the departed's advice on various family financial matters.


Well, you can imagine my dilemma. Nothing that I had been taught in pastoral theology had prepared me for this. Could I take the chance of offending these good parishioners? Or, should I just shrug my shoulders and say the standard American response: "Different strokes for different folks."

I wait still relatively new in the priesthood, and so I took this as a teaching opportunity. I refused, and in a highly judgmental tone, began to tell them we were Christians, and the church didn't believe in stuff like that. We in the church don't believe in communications from the dead, and it was wrong, yes, even sinful, to expect to receive instructions from those who are now buried in our cemetery.

Now, almost forty years later, I'm having some second thoughts. Maybe those who have left us cannot hear us. But it isn't necessarily true that we cannot hear from them.

Here we are on October 31st. For many, particularly youngsters, this is a holiday that rates close to Christmas. And when Halloween comes up, or to use the church terminology, All Hollows Eve, we in the church begin to think of those who have died. And hopefully, this can be as important as dressing in costume and going out trick or treating.

In Latin America, October 31st is known as the Day of the Dead, an important holiday to honor ancestors. On Dia de los Muertos, Mexicans decorate their homes with playful imagery of human skeletons, leave food offerings for wandering spirits, and tend the graves of relatives. It's an important day in their calendars, a day in which they remember the dead.

The dressing up in costumes comes from a Celtic belief that on this day, people dressed in outlandish costumes to scare away the dead, who were supposed to roam around.

But coming back to the church, and leaving off the history lesson... in the church the only ones dressed in outlandish costumes are the clergy. And their costumes are not so much to scare the dead; as to remind us of what people in the past wore, In other words, to carry on the traditions.

And so, not only on this Sunday, but nearly every Sunday, we communicate with the dead. Isn't it true that when we open the scriptures, we are reading from those who have been dead for many centuries? It may seem strange, but we have acted as if ancient people like Isaiah, John, and Peter had something to say. Martha and Paul may know more about God than we do, Amos and Moses know more about life than we might imagine. And we believe that their advice about God, about fife and maybe even about finances can speak to us. It could easily be said, that when you come to church you are coming for a dialogue with the dead.

The Christian faith is built on these kinds of traditions. A day like today is a reminder of the gifts we have received from those special people who have nurtured our faith and continually speak to us from the grave. We don't have to make up our faith as we go along, we don't have to continually reinvent the wheel. There are trustworthy guides who have walked before us. We can continue to walk in their footsteps. And this is what tradition is all about

We live in a time when traditions for a lot of Americans are of little importance. In the church, traditions seem to be peripheral to our own private spirituality. Traditions seem like something left over from a dead past and can easily be ignored. But we do this at our own peril.

I don't know who Susan Dworkin is, but I saw an article of hers that needs to be repeated "I am a godless women," she wrote. "I say this with more than a little regret, for I believe you need a religious community to raise children. People often view traditions as empty. Well, maybe some are, but there is merit and power in following things our ancestors did. There is value in doing something like lighting a candle, reading from an ancient text, not because you necessarily understand it, but because it demonstrates the connection we  have through time and space with a community of people."

Following Dworkin's lead, I would suggest that on this Sunday and certainly next Sunday, which is when we celebrate All Saints Day, the theme could be, remember your connections. Remember those giants in the faith, known and unknown, those special people now in their graves who have been spiritual guides. When you do this, you are honoring tradition as well as maintaining the connections. There is a fantastic sign, as you enter the Winchester Cathedral in England. It reads: "You are entering a conversation that began long before you were born, and will continue long after you're dead."

Some of you might remember, the last time I was in the pulpit, I suggested a vision for a parish church: to become a place of conversation. The conversations are not only with the living, They also include those who have gone before as. When you enter St. Michael's you are beginning a conversation started long before you were born, and will continue long after we have died.

Fred Craddock, one of the all time great Baptist preachers, once told of returning to a little church of his childhood. He had not been there in years. Walking into the church, he noted they had purchased a new stained glass window. Admiring the window, he saw a set of names of the donors. He did not recognize any of the names.

"You must have had many new folk join the church since I was a boy," he said. "I don't recognize a single name."

"Oh, those people aren't members here, " he was told. "This town hasn't grown a bit since you were a child. We bought those windows from another church who no longer needed them."

"But don't you want to remove those names?" Fred asked.

"Well," he was told, "we thought about it. We're just a little church, never any new people. So we like to sit here on Sunday mornings surrounded by the names of people other than ourselves. People who through the years have been a part of the Christian tradition, people whose generosity made the church grow.”

Someone came up to we lost month after the sermon and asked about what I did as I began a sermon, and what was it called? I was caught short, and blamed it on having a senior moment. The answer I would now give is, it is called the inscription. And if I had been thinking clearly, I would have said: "I use an inscription, which is sort of a brief prayer, because many of those before me have used one. And, furthermore, I want to keep in touch with those special people."

Maybe those parishioners in Connecticut were on to something?

Amen


Father Smith reads the "letter"A Letter from St. Francis
Sermon for The Feast of St. Francis
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
By Father John R. Smith

Dear John:

I wanted to write to greet you and all your parishioners at St. Michael’s on the occasion of your blessing of the animals. The animals you bless symbolize all the creatures of God and the deep respect and care we must have for all life: yes, for the animals, but especially for each and every human being.

I did not always have this respect for life and the peace it brings. A change occurred in me after I was captured in war and was a prisoner in Perugia. I found a copy of the Gospel and read Jesus’ teaching: Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be children of God; Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those cursing you, pray for those who abuse you; Take up your cross and follow me. I had heard the Gospel before, but never taken it in my heart. God’s grace helped me live no longer out of my fear, but, instead, embrace the Gift of Peace. I only had a mustard seed of faith, but that was powerful enough to move the mountains of my fears.

I had found myself in the same situation the prophet Habakkuk was, crying out: O Lord, how long shall I cry for help, and you will not listen? Or cry to you "Violence!" and you will not save? Why do you make me see wrong-doing and look at trouble? Destruction and violence are before me; strife and contention arise . . . The law becomes slack and justice never prevails. Today you and your people are in the same situation as your country engages in wars on many fronts. I came to the conviction that all war is a failure. Even if you "win" there is tremendous destruction, tremendous cost and tremendous suffering. It’s failure of diplomacy. In a sense it is the failure of civilization. It’s the failure of civilized people to find a way of living with each other, to find a way of resolving our differences and conflicts that minimizes damage and maximizes the value of life.

War brought about my conversion and maybe it will do the same for your country. Only love can cast out the fear which causes us to strike back. The Great Soul Mahatma taught the futility of revenge and asked: Will you find the real courage to open your heart and offer love instead of fear whenever you "feel" attacked? Remember Alexander Solzhenitzyn who wrote from prison: If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?

My dear John, there are two keys to becoming a person of peace and a promoter of world peace. Both keys are discovered only in the strength of true humility. The first key is the willingness. The willingness to be peaceful. As my prayer begins: Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. I always repeated this a few times to myself at the first sign of turmoil within me or around me. I breathe into the words and realize Christ is within me and in the situation and even in my enemy. This last realization was always the hardest part for me. I could accept that Christ was trying to act through me, but it was much more difficult to see Christ in my attacker or the creator of the turmoil around me. I remember what the poet Longfellow wrote: If we could read the secret history of our enemies, we should find in each person’s life sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostility against us.

That is where the second key comes in: Seek not to be understood, but to understand. Seek to understand someone else’s viewpoint or reference. Try to understand their pain, their intent. Christ is present in them and their suffering even if they do not know it. Everyone is potentially a child of God and brother or sister of Jesus.

I’ll close for now, praying for all of you at St. Michael and All Angels. Remember the two keys that open the doors to lasting peace. Learn, as I did, that in order to create peace in our world we have to BE peace.

Your friend in Jesus,

FRANCIS

Stewardship Conquers Evil

Sermon for The Sixteenth Sunday After Pentecost
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
Proper 20, Year C
By Father John R. Smith

This morning I’d like to start with a story about a man who collects pearls. One day, while walking through the downtown of his city, he sees in a store window the most beautiful, the largest, most magnificent pearl he has ever seen. Instantly he knows he must have it. So he enters the store and an old guy enters from the door to the rear of the showroom.

The man addresses the storekeeper, "I want that pearl. How much is it?"


The storekeeper says, "How much you got?"

"Well, I have $300 in my pocket."

"Good, I’ll take that. What else you got?"

"Well, I have a Chevy Suburban , low mileage, about two years old, paid off."

"Good, I’ll take that too. What else you got?"

"Well, I have two CDs worth about $18,000."

"Good," says the storekeeper, "I’ll take those too. What else you got?"

This goes on and on. That man gives away his house, his property, even his family. Until finally the storekeeper says, "OK, here. The pearl is yours."

The man turns to leave the store. But as he is walking out the storekeeper stops him and says, "Hey, you know what? That family of yours? I don’t need a family. So I’m going to give them back to you. But remember, they are mine now, not yours. You must take good care of them. And that house in Connecticut, well, I don’t need a house so you can have that back too. Although it does belong to me, I just want you to care for it. And as for the CDs and the stocks and the Suburban and even this $300, you can have it all back too. But remember, it is all mine. Take it. Use it wisely. Care for it for me."

So the man left with everything he had when he walked into the store--plus the great pearl. But there was a big difference. He walked into owning everything he had. He walked out owning nothing. Instead, everything he had before was now a gift.

This story teaches the foundation of Christian stewardship: everything we are and have is a gift to be cared for and used to multiply the love of God the Giver. I like the way St. Vincent of Lerin put it: Do as much good as you can, to as many people as you can, for as long as you can.

Do you think you and I have ever played fast and loose with these gifts? Could we ever be accused, as the Gospel puts it of squandering the rich man’s property? What if an account was made of our stewardship and we heard a Donald-like figure say "You’re fired!"

Quick thinking passion would be put in high gear. Like the fellow did in the Gospel we would sacrifice our own gain (typical 100% mark-up commission) to do everything possible to make our former boss well thought of and endear ourselves to everyone he’s been doing business with. "You owe a hundred jars, quick, make it fifty." "You, a hundred bushels of wheat? Take your bill, make it eighty." The result of this fast action? Everyone realizes the great generosity of the Rich Man and thinks the dishonest steward is a really fine fellow. He’ll never have to dig a ditch or beg for a dime.

When the rich guy returns and sees what’s happened, instead of scolding the former squanderer of his property, he praises him for his shrewd behavior. More people than ever love and respect the Rich Man and so many people in the land have had the burden of their debt lessened dramatically, especially the poor and needy who consistently get trampled on by those having the most.

So the manager is praised for his resourcefulness in dealing with the crisis that came upon him--a crisis like the sudden coming of God’s Kingdom. And the Kingdom is already present, confronting evil on many fronts, so Jesus urges his hearers to action, to do what needs to be done with courage and decisiveness: If anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; and if anyone wants your coat, give your shirt as well; and if anyone forces you to go one mile, go the second mile.

Now when we hear these words we might think that Jesus is teaching us to be passive in the face of evil, pious doormats trampled upon in silence, and suffering for the "good" of our souls. So we dismiss these words of Jesus as completely impractical, though well-meaning. Deep down they are even dangerous, since they seem to say that evil should be allowed to have the upper hand with no thought of taking any countermeasures for the cause of good. These thoughts and misgivings would be justified if that is what Jesus meant.

Jesus does not teach passivity in the face of evil. On the contrary, Jesus teaches us to respond actively to evil--in courageous and imaginative non-violent ways. These ways have a power in them to stop evil in its tracks when we, the victims, refuse to play by evil’s rules. When you offer the other cheek, and say "Go on, hit me again!" Further insulting slaps have no power to take away dignity and honor. The hitter is shown for what he is- clearly in the wrong. Evil is revealed and disarmed by this creative response. Jesus knew that dignity and honor would be sacrificed when responding to violence with violence.

Same with the giving of the cloak- go ahead expose my nakedness- it is you who have lost and been shamed. Here, Roman soldier, I’ll decide freely to carry your pack a second mile- I’m a human being, not the pack animal you think I am. Jesus knew that actions like these counter evil at its source.

I think Bishop Tutu tells the story of South Africa in the days of apartheid of a black woman walking with her children down a narrow lane and was confronted by a white man going the other way. When she refused to step aside as she was "supposed" to do, the man spit in her face. She looked him in the eye and said, Now, will you please do that for the children, too? The man, ashamed, stepped aside and let them pass. That day the evil of apartheid began to crumble in his heart.

It’s time for us to be shrewd. Let’s put the prophet Amos and the Gospel’s dishonest manager together. The evil that tramples around in our world can best be dealt with by us becoming better stewards, devoting all of our life and everything we have to the Kingdom where God is loved and the lowly are lifted up. Stewardship: personal, corporate, and national is the way to conquer of evil best and make a truly peaceful world. Willingness to give away some of what we think is ours, but is really God’s, makes us, the church, holy and our ministry strong against evil within and without. This is shrewd. This is God’s way. It has to be our way. God will be with us for sure! Amen!



Good News, Bad News, and the Lost:
Sermon for The Fifteenth Sunday After Pentecost
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
Proper 19, Year C
By Father John R. Smith

It's been said that the Gospel is bad news before it is Good News.  These past few weeks have been full of bad news:  the capture by terrorists of the school in Beslan and the deaths of so many children and teachers; the havoc and loss of life caused by hurricanes Charley and Frances in Florida; continuing loss of life by the wars in Iraq, Afghanistan, and the Sudan; so much negative campaigning on the political front; so when you add these things and more to the feeling of our powerlessness, failure, and daily sins of omission and commission it equals a tremendous  feeling of disorientation.  More than a feeling:  we are really lost.  What a way to start a sermon!  What a downer!

But the Good News of the Gospel has to begin with this feeling of disorientation and lostness or we never quite get it's message of hope and salvation.  Henri Nouwen wrote that "one way to express the spiritual crisis of our time is to say that most of us have an address but cannot be found there."  We wonder where God is, but we’re never at home.  Things are so bad  that we don't want to spend time there.  We busy ourselves with so many things outside of our home to keep us from admitting how lost we really are and we miss Jesus who has dropped by to visit us.  When we hear the Gospel say   "This fellow welcomes sinners and eats with them."  We don’t realize it’s us.  God breaks his own law and the law of the Pharisees to reach out and save the lost.  If we let Jesus find us at the address where we are really lost and need God, salvation can begin and love, joy, and freedom can break out all over!

The teaching of the Kingdom of God in the Gospel is that God's whole purpose is finding the lost.  The parable of the shepherd who leaves the 99 sheep to fend for themselves and searches for the one lost sheep is absurd.  This example seemed absolutely crazy to Jesus' listeners.  Would a person in the sheep herding business leave ninety-nine untended to go looking for one?  Of course not!  Cut your losses and stay with the main flock.  Forget the lost one!  In the parable the shepherd never goes back to the ninety-nine- the focus remains on the joy of finding the one sheep that was lost.  The story of the woman with the ten coins is the same.  It might be that the ten coins were part of a stash the woman held for a rainy day.  Every so often she would pull it out and check it, but one time a coin rolled away.  When she finds a coin missing she lights a lamp, using precious oil, and sweeps and searches the whole house until she finds it.  When she does she calls all her friends and neighbors to rejoice with her in on finding her lost coin.  There is never any mention of the other nine coins.  All the effort is in restoring what is lost against all reasonable considerations-- whatever it takes:  seek the lost.  The Kingdom of God is made up top to bottom and sideways of the lost who have been found!
 
If this is the case, then I want to get in touch with my lostness, because its only there I find Jesus.  That's why I think Jesus had so little interest in the Pharisees and Scribes, but loved hanging out with tax collectors and sinners.  (Everyone's favorite sin is something sexual, and the "sinners" most likely were prostitutes.)  Jesus spent a lot of time welcoming those people, eating with them, talking with them, visiting them, and otherwise consorting with them, irking the Pharisees and their righteous ilk in a big way.
 
To get in touch with lostness listen to Paul:  "The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners-- of whom I am the foremost.  But for that very reason I received mercy, so that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display the utmost patience, making me an example to those who would come to believe in him for eternal life."  It is when we admit our true lostness that mercy can find us.  Like the sheep on the shoulders of the shepherd we come home and its wonderful!
 
Of course admitting that we are lost is no fun.  We spend most of our life time trying to make the case to ourselves and others that we're really pretty good:  law-abiding citizens and relatively successful at the "game" of life.  We stay in constant motion, impatient like Moses’ people at his delay in coming down the mountain.  Quick, let's melt all of our gold trinkets down make a calf and worship it.  Our impatience means we'll do anything to get away from where we are:  our lostness.  Even if we become more lost.  And what does the Boy Scout handbook say to do when you are lost?  It says stay where you are!  We, all of us, are the lost one God is seeking.  God will find us!
 
I love St. Michaels because we seem close to our lostness and need for God and the Confession that we'll say in a few minutes appears to contain real contrition most of the time- at least I hope so.  But what really governs God's behavior toward us is not our sins.  And it's not our problems.  It's God's need to find us in our lostness and bring us home.  Every Eucharist is a new beginning and a thanksgiving of Joy!  Let us live this moment to the fullest, be completely present to it, to taste the Kingdom here and now, and to fully be where we are so God can find us and celebrate through us, with us, and in us, the Spirit's presence in the world.  And that, of course, is just the beginning.

story:
Sermon for The Fourteenth Sunday After Pentecost
Sunday, September 5th, 2004
Proper 18, Year C
By Father Daniel P. Richards

story

in deuteronomy today moses sets before the people a choice
life and prosperity or death and adversity

if we follow the way of god we will have life
this is about a choice and how we live

i am convinced that lifeasweknowit pull us away from real life and real
prosperity
by clinging to what we understand as defining of life and having value
we negate the possibility of experiencing what god has for us



Fr. Daniel P. Richards
we have been sold the idea that life is experience and prestige and power
or worse entertainment, being for the right team, and belonging to the
winning side

and that prosperity is the acquisition of things

but what is life?
what is prosperity?
what is the way of god?

why are our lives full of adversity and death
as a nation, as families, as individuals?

the epistle today hints
the gospel hits you over the head

paul is writing a letter to a fellow christian asking him to take back
forgive and restore onesimus
his slave
to his true place as brother in christ

paul¹s request negates the possibility of onesimus returning as a slave
"no longer a slave . . . but a brother"
the hint is in this line

the social distinction between the slave and the owner has been erased
and replaced by a familial relationship under god in christ
and a counter-cultural ethic is implied

slavery at the time was a culturally sanctioned socially normative economic
institution
used to pay off debts protect national fiscal security and to punish
prisoners of war
but it isn¹t even a possibility in the household of god

why?

jesus is not so subtle
whoever does not hate father mother brother sister wife and children
cannot be my disciple
(makes the moral majority's harping on christian family values seem a bit .
. .
biblically illiterate doesn¹t it?)

what is jesus getting at here?

the answer is the cost of living in the household of god
while residing in a world of cultural familial expectations and values
that seek our good above that of the others

if we are going to follow jesus and take on his view of reality
his way of living
it means taking on a reality in which all are the children of god
there is no other father to whom we owe allegiance
no other priority, be it our father¹s house, our father's car, or our
fatherland
we are to see all creation as god's house
and all people as god's children

this is in direct opposition to the world's allegiance to father and mother
and family first
then your own state, your own country, then your own life

and jesus is dead on here
if you decide to live this way
it will feel to everyone around you
as if you hate what they hold dear

but this is what discipleship of jesus demands
period
just a whole new way of seeing and being
just a whole new life

now the catch

the catch is that the god of jesus is this way already
loving beyond all borders of decency beyond all boundaries of respectability
this is the universal nature of the jewish god of jesus

you are loved already despite anything you are or anything you do
if we know this is required of us
how much more is god already doing it ?

the question is the one moses set before the people in deuteronomy
what do you want?
are you willing to risk your lifeasyouknowit with its deaths and adversities
for real life and prosperity
life as the total and open connections of wise relations with all of
humanity
and a prosperity that is right relation to all of creation
by letting go of the small piece we think we own

it is a vital and dangerous question
i advise you with jesus
to count the cost before you start




reclaiming the most shocking story:
Sermon for The Sixth Sunday After Pentecost
Sunday, July 11th, 2004
Proper 10, Year C
By Father Daniel P. Richards

this may be the most shocking story in the gospel
but unfortunately it has become the most well-known
and so domesticated

the shock wears off and we miss the point being made
and trade it in for some bit of nicety about being kind to neighbors

but the real impact in this story is not neigborliness

this is a sermon in two parts
first the storyteller's part

jewish storytelling ­ like other cultural storytelling
relies on threes

in this particular kind of story you have certain expectations
the guy is in a rough part of the country and he gets mugged
and left for dead

the first person down the road is not going to help
we know this
we expect this

this is a critique against them but not about them

the second person should help them but won¹t
we know this
we expect this

this too is a critique against them but not about them

the third person down the road is where our hope lies
we know this
and we have expectations

we expect that this person  will be like us
he will be a joe anybody  a jane downthestreet
poor as us uneducated only mildly attractive
will have a name like ours
look like us

and save the day

he¹ll finally do what is right
and show those righteous jerks what's what

let me give you an example

joy and i lived in berkeley, california for a while
and this is what we¹d expect the story to go like there

so this guy is walking in the flatlands after dark (poor side of town)
and he gets jumped by this gang robbed beaten and left for dead

so he crawls out to the street and is half in the gutter
well a republican drives by in his mercedez on his way to a fundraiser
and hits the gas and drives on toward the bay
pretty soon a democrat drives up in a range rover petting her dog
but she is on her way to have fifi groomed
and doesn't want her upset
so she drives off

then bumbababum! up the street walks a green party man
on his way from the bart station
he takes the man and cares for him
takes him to the hospital and waits with him
and even helps his recount his story to the police

this is what we expect
someone like us saves the day
and the story reaffirms our prejudices
and secret suspicions that we are pretty great
and critiques the powers that be  a little

that is what the story is supposed to do

so imagine then the shock of hearing this turn in jesus's story
now the first two have fit their bill and done what is required
we expect that at this point
ibrahim the jew ­ poor but devout, a farmer maybe a shepherd
who will do his torah-required duty for this his brother

but oh no! it¹s a samaritan!
half-breed, goodfornothing dogs!
who not only claim to be of the land ­ liars!
but they have competing religious claims
they are arabs with their own place to worship!

jesus could've said palestinians telling the story today
and the impact and even the characters would have been the same
a jewish rabbi has turned the tables on his own people

they are called to accept the others as their neighbor
and he extends the blanket of the torah even to them

but for a moment let me say this
a side note to those of you still listening:

this wasn¹t really new
the torah already applied to them
they were already expected to care for the stranger in the land
for whomever needed hospitality
it wasn¹t new
but it was shocking

like if today i stood up and quoted jesus
"love your enemies" you would all nod
but if i name them
you¹d go ballistic

love bin laden
love bush

you feel it do you?
that rise of bile
even though you know that it comes from jesus
and that he means exactly that
and that you are called to it
it still gets those nerves jumping

but here is the twist in the sermon

that isn¹t the most shocking thing about this story

you see jesus wasn¹t telling them that the samaritans were their neighbors
he was saying that the samaritan participated in the life of god
that the samaritan had eternal life
not because of what he believed
or because he converted

but because he acted as a humanbeing to another in compassion
we have no idea if he was a drug dealer or a priest
a working stiff or some horrible murderer

he acted with compassion
and therefore participated in the life of god
he inherited eternal life

this is why the lawyer can¹t even say the word
because jesus has crossed not only the ethical implications
he has crossed the religious one

this is the divine life that is open to everyone
even those that make my skin crawl and yours

i don't know really what to say to that
the love of god is free to all
and this act of love doesn¹t save you
it is just an act of love
of thanksgiving and celebration

like moses i believe this is already written on your hearts
and that your discomfort is deeper than if i'd lie to you
but surely it is not too hard

it is the way of liberation and freedom
this love
it is the doorway to the divine life
that is already yours



stories that define us:
Sermon for The Fifth Sunday After Pentecost
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
Proper 9, Year C
By Father Daniel P. Richards

the stories we tell define us as human beings
as communities as nations

what stories do we tell when we want to introduce ourselves
on a first date?
on our daughter¹s first date?
to explain why we go to war?
to explain why we go hunting?

i am convinced that we should tell this story more often
the sending of the seventy

we could all use the self-making of this story
no purse
no bag
no extra sandals
eat what is set before you
i've been around phoenix
you don't greet anyone on the road

what strikes me is that this story is about trust
and how to be a disciple is to live in the world with open hands

i need this story
i overpack for everything

can you really live on the kindness of others?

this is not just a should do could do maybe think about question
this is a question that should lie at the heart of what we mean
when we toss around the word faith

this is also a story about equanimity

if they receive you into a town say
"the kingdom has come near to you"

and if they reject you so that even the dust of the town is odious
wipe it off
but still say
"the kingdom of god has come near to you"

this is about living in the eternal life
participating in the life of god
jesus tells the disciples that they have been given the power of creation
itself
even "evil things" will be subject to you
will work with you

the reign of god
when we live the open handed life
the life of the wise
open to blessing and giving
living lightly in the world
trusting in the goodness of others
while remaining shrewd
we find that the creation meets us
that the reign is there
or here rather in our midst

"i have seen satan fall from the sky like lightning"

the power of creation
and yet we feel like we have only two options
hate evil and do nothing or launch ourselves against the wheel of violence
with violence

an example:
i am convinced that the life of competition
and the values of greed are killing us
that we don¹t tell this story because it goads us too much
and i tell you that i think suv¹s are the prime example

so i have a choice
i can attack them with violence
which some have done
i could keep eggs in my car for "spottings"
and so take revenge for the increased pollution and risk of death
that we all face and call it justice

but when i act in violence i keep the wheels of violence
(and retribution and oppression and anger and hatred and fear and ignorance)
spinning

i could set out to conquer them through the media
which is owned by  people who rely on them for existence
i could give up and shake my fist at them when i get a chance

but i don't

instead i talk to people about christ-based ethics and values
meaning wise and real decision making
about how we are to be a people of just enough
and trust in god for daily bread and for protection
and a people who love others as well as ourselves
who love jesus and the world-family as much my own relatives
my own children even

we underthrow
we subvert
with all the power of creation
with all the power the creator has

it does no good to continue the violence and hatred
that has gotten us here

paul is right in galations when he writes
you will reap what you sow
one of the most haunting lines of history is from malcolm x
after the death of the kennedy he said
"i am an old farm boy and on the farm we knew
that the chickens we sent out in the morning
returned to roost at night
it wasn't somebody else¹s chickens
it was our own chickens
you ask me if i am sad
i tell you that we have sent out chickens of violence and oppression
into the world
and now they have come home to roost
chickens coming home to roost has never made me sad"

do not sow to the flesh paul wrote
but sow to the spirit of god

how do we do that ?
in kindness gentleness self-control
when someone has trangressed lead them back in gentleness
bear one another¹s burdens
judge your own work and not your neighbors
work for the good of all

my religiosity is nothing
but this new creation is everything!
paul says

this new creation
the reign of god among us

elsewhere
in the synoptic gospels jesus quotes isaiah
today this scripture he says has been fulfilled
the spirit of god is upon me
to proclaim release to the captive
redemption to the poor/oppressed
give sight to the blind
and to proclaim the year of the lord's favor

but he leaves out one of isaiah's phrases
"and to proclaim the day of the lord's vengeance"

it isn't there
it isn¹t  jesus's job nor ours

just because we've been adding it all these years
to explain god'snotfixingit or stoppingus
doesn't mean it's of god

so i vomit up the poison of my days
and eat the fresh fruit of a new land
flowing with milk and honey

where there is enough for all
somehow beyond my struggling to fixit
or hoard my undue share

and we sit by the river jordan
watching the snake crawl to the water and drink
and maybe even he is part of the peace that comes
when the defending and destroying has stopped
even our worst selves are welcomed
and transformed

i told the boy who had lost two fathers
that pain is like a two rocks in our chest
that we carry around

and that our job is not to get rid of them
but to know that they are there
and part of us

and to recognize them as our own

then i told him to sit with his father's memory
(thankfully they are good)
and  to simply be with him and love him
and to take his pain into his love
and there it will be transformed
from a rock that is ugly and destructive
to a statue of remembering
and honoring

a marker of remembrance

that his pain is a marker of his love
and that is okay

and to love others as well
taking them in and transforming them
to a new family

and he is ten and he laughed
and said that's what grandma does

(he is older than he should be
but blessed
and already part of the revolution)

i welcome you to any table i sit at
or stand at as my own sister my own brother
welcome to the revolution
oh you are so much a part of it

the other thing i want to tell you
is what i told a good friend who is begining
his own spiritual life after great healing
after great abuse and death

that eventually our job as christ in the world
is to be able to take unto ourselves
the whole world
to take all into our love
as surely as we are part of it all
o conscious dirt! or spiritual mud!
even bin laden even bush even ourselves
even earthworms and sharks and sparrows
even someday the raven

rumi said
there are a thousand ways to bow and kiss the ground!

may the rain in you be a baptism
and the spirit breathe through the tree of life
which grows at your feet

a word about violence

the scriptures - even ours
the recorded human experiences of god
the bible is holy in its humanity
the stories of faith that we stand in and study
but they are told from our side
and we are human

even moses bathsheba david mary paul

and we are hurting and angry and broken
even as we are holy and tender and compassionate
even as we are conscious we are dirt
and we are learning

so we justify our killing with god
and in anger we cry out for vengeance
for our pains

it is not enough to hope to attain to the bible
to reach the holiness of our ancestors in the story

seek not the masters
seek what the masters sought

so said hi my first teacher

don't simply seek to find jesus
seek the world that jesus sought
don't think that because isaiah made it
into the spiritual top 40
he wrote the perfect song for your life

we begin in the story already going on
but it is still going on we are living it

today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing
and amended

always we begin again

god is god of the present
of the living as jesus said
not of the dead

we aim our arrow at heaven
but i think it's meant for us
here and now

i am always struggling with my vocation
loathe the traps of teaching the tradition
getting beyond the bible as textbook
or worse science book
or perfect

i hate perfect

there is a great example that i never get to use in church
women in la a few years ago were getting plastic surgery
to correct their ummmm . . . junk - too big too small too whatever

and the writer a beautifulstrong woman herself
admitted to being taken in by the selfdoubt about perfection
until she saw the before and after photos
and the women themselves

before they were different
individual unique and interesting
after they were same
bland boring perfect

give me a creek over a canal
a human being struggling with god
pissed and compassionate and imperfect
and loving and forgetful a lover of dubious taste
smelling of the body and the good earth
over the religious man dressed up and clean
and virtuous and smiling without laughter

give me a priest with tears broken on love
a thousand times before the correct one

don't struggle too much
with being at the margins
only be ready for the moment
when the weaver needs your bending
even to the center of the mandala
that the present becomes

gratitude

i think you cultivate gratitude like a child
like adam in the garden
by naming

i think poetry becomes my practice of gratitude
because i name my world through it
and the thousand moves of it
so i want to read you a poem
my credo is this  little poem by e.e. cummings
that i want to end with

may my heart always be open to little
birds who are the secrets of living
whatever they sing is better than to know
and if men should not hear them men are old

may my mind stroll about hungry
and fearless and thirsty and supple
and even if it's sunday may i be wrong
for whenever men are right they are not young

and may myself do nothing usefully
and love yourself so more than truly
there's never been quite such a fool who could fail
pulling all the sky over him with one smile


eastersunday
By Father Daniel P. Richards

we walk when we can to the tomb
knowing that life is the way we always suspected

our hope in pools beneath the executioner's wood
our grief has turned numb and we do what we probably should

take care of the details

so we mix our spices and oils
and go as we have always gone

it was according to luke the traditional way
of preparing bodies after the sabbath day

the state it is said always wins in the end
so here we go again

the state of things are as they have always been
there is war somewhere and losses here at home

EASTER SUNDAY 2004
St. Michael & All Angels Church
By Fr. Daniel P. Richards
justified killings and innocent people sacrificed to the greater good
we live lives of collateral damage

the environment ruined for a comfortable drive to work
someone somewhere is working her 1000th day in a row

so that i can have affordable tennis shoes or cheap lettuce
a child this morning is watching television alone

what can we do?

we try to take care of the details
and sit is the reality that consumes us

the pragmatic pessimism that sighs
and says once again this is the way things are

we go to war because we are supposed to
when someone wrongs us we have to hit them back

we have to have these betternewerbigger weapons or suv's
to keep danger at bay

but it doesn't work does it?
we load the gun and the child finds it

we buy organic and still get cancer
we love our children and they walk away

eastersunday

eastersunday is the ultimate proof
that the way things are is an illusion

the grief that numbs is confused
by the emptiness of the tomb

and the way things are is underthrown
by a god who works in death to do the new

the thing we did not expect and cannot explain
the moment of death has become the moment of life

god met us where we felt most abandoned
crying out my god my god why have you forsaken me?

the answer did not come when we wanted it
when all the world would see

and they would know that we were right
that we were on the winning team

but rather in whispers and bleached clothes to the women
whom not even peter and john quite believed

and yet here we are still scratching our heads
and asking exactly what it means

i don't know
but i hope towards this

that god is here with us

the god that didn't fix the way things are
didn't soften the religious leaders hearts or overthrow rome

that didn't go searching in the dark sabbath for revenge
or mount up an army to go after "them"

but that god the creator comes quietly after the storm
and whispers "tabitha cum" to the little girl

and takes us by the hand
leads us out into a new light

maybe too bright or too dim to quite see everything
and the soldiers are still standing guard at the comer

but somehow it all seems new

and the people around us are no longer enemies or even strangers now
but they wear the smile of family and friend

someone breaks a fresh loaf of bread and says "this"
and we take it and become

someone gets out the bottle of wine and says "remember"
and we do

we remember who we are gathered in this quiet room
the unsuspected and somewhat surprised family of god

no god didn't make us perfect
nor did we win

but god told us even in the worst of what we could do
that we are still god's own and loved

and god tell us now in this festal laugh
that the way things are is new

the reign the household jesus proclaimed exists
and always has

the whole world over our family is waking up
and slowly getting it as though at dawn

the light of a new day shines and all are one

how then do we five in our cheap tennis shoes
and believe the woman who sews them is our sister?

that the people in the mosque are redeemed somehow
and that our soldiers are more than killing machines?

i don't know

but i get up every morning and i sit
alone in a blue room with a candle and an icon

and i remember who i am
and then when 1 go to the store

i think about who else has touched these things
and i remember that they are loved too

and that they deserve what i do
and instead they get the way things are

so i put my hands into the clay of my tiny corner of the world
and i get to work building the new jerusalem

where the way things are is the way i know them to be
soaked in the light of this eastersunday morning

a world made new and being made new by christ yes
and by the christ in us

today we will baptize these five children
and we will say with them the words we say about who we are

let us not say them only but remember them in our lives
and not come to this table lulled to sleep by the way things appear to be

but let us come to this table awake to the new day
and ready to work

to hand to them a world with fewer crosses and more empty tombs
with more justice and a greater peace

and when jesus comes again in glory
he'll find a house he recognizes

and their familiar faces
already getting out the bread and wine

for the greatest party ever thrown
and everyone will be welcome

daniel p. richards


Father John R. Smith
Lent, Easter and the Crucified Mind -
A Sermon by Fr. Smith
Saturday, April 10, 2004


Dear Friends: We have arrived at the threshold of Easter. Alleluia! Lent and Holy Week have flown by. It's been great to see some new faces among us. I've been wondering if the Passion of the Christ movie has had some effect on our attendance- probably some.

During Lent and Holy Week the themes I've thinking, praying, and sharing about have centered around two basic hopes: that we can free ourselves with the Spirit's help from the limits we put on our love of God and our neighbor, and, in doing this take on more and more the mind of Christ as the way we view the world and all the people we meet. The time in which we live is demanding this of us and even dragging us, kicking and screaming into a new way of living.

The biggest shift in mentality to enable all this is the Crucified mind. The Crucified mind is one with God and neighbor, seeks the good of the other, is willing to repent of personal faults, while overlooking the faults of others, and go the extra mile. The Crucified mind is able to let go of all those judgements of others which separate us from God and all of our brothers and sisters. We can meet each person and situation (even brought close in the media) trying to see it through the eyes of Christ: conquering the evil and pain in the world by a willingness to take some of it in to be destroyed by love- Christ's love in us!

But another mind is vying for our attention and among religious people and clearly has the upper hand in our day: the Crusading mind. The Crusading mindset permeates our thoughts with conviction about everything that is wrong in our world and other people- especially those who differ from us. From a position of self-righteousness we clearly see who is in the wrong, who our enemies are, and we take on the goal of annihilating them. We become very careful about who we share the love of Christ with because many are unworthy of His love. Our judgements make us more and more isolated, enjoying gathering only with like-minded "Crusaders" like ourselves.

St. Paul, who was the greatest example of a person who changed by God's grace from a Crusading mindset to a Crucified Mind, writes in Philippians 2:4ff: Let each of you look not to your own interests, but to the interests of others. Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who,k though he was in the form of God, did not regard egaulity with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness, and being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death--even death on a cross. Therefore God also highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.


 

Sunday, January 04, 2004
Resolutions for the New Year that will probably work:
Fr. Smith's Sermon for Second Sunday after Christmas


When I was called to serve in this diocese in 1987 my first assignment was St. Michael’s in Coolidge and Christ Church in Florence. On my days off, Kathleen, the kids, and me would sometimes come to Tucson to shop. I remember going down Wilmot in those days and seeing the Sign in front of the parish: It’s a sin to build a nuclear bomb! Almost eight years later, when I came to this parish, the Sign had been changed to: Jesus was a refugee. The idyllic scene of the Christmas story and crèche didn’t last very long. The picture on the prophetic sign was of the Holy Family, Joseph leading Mary and the child Jesus on a donkey as they fled to Egypt. And they stayed in Egypt around six or seven years before God-inspired dreams guided Joseph to bring his family to settle down in Nazareth.

All of this divine guidance and moving around was due to Herod’s slaughter of innocent children two years old or younger. Just ten days from the Christmas celebration we are given a stark reminder that the plan of our redemption always involves suffering and death. As T.S.Elliot wrote. In his end was his beginning. Remember the question to Jesus: Are you a king? Herod orders the death sentence of innocent children to end the threat to his earthly kingship. Then, as in our own day, the ones who suffer most in this world are innocent children, gassed at Auschwitz, napalmed in Vietnam, starved to death in Africa, always at the hands of fear, greed, and power. The ancient story repeats itself over and over again, “wailing and loud lamentation are heard in Ramah, Rachel is weeping for her children.”

The question that we wrestle with: Where is God when innocents suffer? This is the scandalous question which plagues us and yet is answered during the season of the Incarnation we are celebrating. The answer is that God is never far off at all. God is so close to us, in fact, that God has become one of us in Jesus, a human being born into poverty, rejected by respectable people, and executed as a criminal. In Jesus, God meets us at the very core of our suffering. Any pain that the world can manufacture will ultimately be swallowed up in God’s compassionate and gracious love.

In the Gospel today there are no less than three occasions where God’s presence in a dream resulted in deliverance from harm for Joseph, Mary, and Jesus. God is still at work today, acting for our good if we, like Joseph, prayerfully listen to our dreams, act on them, and go with the flow of God’s love in communion with the Church, God’s word, and Sacraments. “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, just as he chose us in Christ before the foundation of the world.” We might find ourselves in an “Egypt experience” as Joseph did, at first glance awful, until we realize God is with us in that place, there’s a shortage of skilled wood-workers, and we can obtain food and every basic need by his skill as a carpenter.

The Good News is God is with us. And God will bring us back. Jeremiah saw his nation conquered and his people marched into exile in Babylon. But in faith, Jeremiah knew this was not the end. There would be a return. “For thus says the Lord: Sing aloud with gladness for Jacob, and raise shouts for the chief of the nations; proclaim, give praise, and say, ‘Save, O Lord, your people, the remnant of Israel.’ See, I am going to bring them from the land of the north, and gather them from the farthest parts of the earth, among them the blind and the lame, those with child and those in labor, together; a great company, they shall return here . . . I will turn their mourning into joy, I will comfort them, and give them gladness for sorrow, I will give the priests their fill of fatness, and my people shall be satisfied with my bounty, says the Lord.”

So God brought Israel back. He brought the Christ child and his parents back. Has he ever brought you back? Once, twice, many times? Amen? Just as Jesus’ life was spared so that the way was cleared for his ministry, so to we are spared, brought back, given every spiritual blessing, so the way can be cleared for our ministry as baptized members of his body. We are spared, brought back, healed, forgiven, for a purpose. To witness that God is with us and can do great things through us if we are awake and attentive. Today’s Gospel teaches us to listen to God’s voice in all circumstances, even in dreams and intuition, as God uses all these means to prepare us for service.

The other day, Annie, my daughter, turned to me and asked: Dad, have you made a resolution for the New Year? I confessed that I hadn’t made one. But maybe this could be a resolution for me and for you: that we really try to listen to God this year, realize God is with us, and is leading us back, not to live for urselves alone, but for ministry in his church. Let’s back up this resolution appropriating Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians, a community of the church not much different than we are. “I pray that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give you a spirit of wisdom and revelation as you come to know him, so that, with the eyes of your heart enlightened, you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance among the saints, and what is the immeasurable greatness of his power for us who believe.” So, four gifts for the New Year: wisdom and revelation, hope, riches of a glorious inheritance, and power. Believe and it happens!

Fr. Smith's Sermon, Sunday, November 16, 2003

These next four weeks, two as we end the church year and the first two Sundays of Advent, we deal with the end of the world and the second coming of Christ. Today readings introduce the coming of Christ at the end climatic time of the Great Tribulation. Now we can think about all this as years, or even hundreds of years away- not in our lifetime at all. But isn’t it the truth that some people are experiencing great tribulation in their lives right this very minute? I’m talking about people who have suffered massively from fire and natural disasters, warfare, murders, famine, floods, refugee migration, and sometimes losing everything. When these things happen to you and the people that you love it is great tribulation and it is the end of the world as you know it.

Jesus isn’t trying to play a guessing game with his disciples: who can guess when the end will come? Then, in his day, all along the history of the world, and in our own time, Jesus knew there will be times of great tribulation and distress. And when the great tribulation that effects your life or mine hits-- the big question is whether we will be awake or asleep? Are we prepared with a knowledge of God’s love and care for us that gives us the hope and endurance we need or have we in subtle or not-so-subtle ways postponed knowing God? Are we people of faith in name only or people of commitment and deep trust in God’s providence over our lives? These relevant questions are being forced on us these days--even if “tribulation” seems to have bypassed us.

The scriptures for today are a type of literature called “apocalyptic”. It’s the loud unexpected knock on the door or the telephone ringing in the middle of the night causing your heart to skip a beat. It’s the jumping out of bed and your feet touching the cold floor. It being forced to leave your warm bed and covers. Apocalyptic is a call to wake up to spiritual reality which when it comes down to it is the most real of all. What we call Reality TV is a joke compared to what apocalyptic is all about.

All of us experienced “apocalyptic” on September 11. The world as we knew it was changed in a matter of minutes. An acquaintance of mine wrote about her apocalyptic experience of that fateful day.

Since September 11, we’re all insecure, frightened, and fearful. If it happened once, it could happen again, at any time. Since then, we’re all struggling to define ourselves and our culture in new ways, taking into account what used to be unthinkable.

The scriptural images of the end of the world used to seem alien. Apocalyptic visions seemed to apply to something long ago and far away. Now, our global village smaller, with so much news from the Middle East, the images from Scripture seem somehow to be coming very close to our lives with wars and rumors of wars in places with biblical names seeming right next door!

Holy wars in the Holy Land aren’t just long ago and far away, and now colonial occupation of biblical places has me smack-dab in the middle of apocalyptic events--even if I don’t choose or didn’t choose to be there. What used to be “there” is here, wherever I live.”

Whew! I said to myself when I read what she wrote a couple of weeks ago. This is how I’m feeling too. Maybe you feel the same way. What are we going to do about it?

First off, it is a perfect time to make a solid act of faith. When things look bleakest in the world around us, when there is no hope for a purely human solution: do everything possible to live in faith.

When we finally realize what scripture has been trying to tell us all along: That the present age is under the dominion of Satan, the world is up to its neck with unrighteousness, that the righteous, even twenty Mother Teresas, are powerless to redeem the situation we find ourselves in and there is no prospect for improvement. The only way out--the only hope we have for salvation the way things are going-- is for the Holy God to intervene. Do you have that “apocalyptic” feeling?

For me, this feeling engenders not more fear, but hope. Satan is not the opposite of God. God has no opposite. The opposite of Satan is Michael, the Archangel, our patron. Appearances to the contrary, notwithstanding, God is in control, God reigns!

The Day of the Lord is coming when all the plans and architecture of this present age will be supplanted by the rule of God. Nothing in our human dimension is permanent. Not our country, not the Constitution. Not the Supreme Court. Not the National Cathedral or this church, a symbol of God’s presence in our midst. None of these things have survival value. Everything we take for granted as center-pieces of our culture and community, in education, government, religion, and economics, will pass away. Only one thing has survival value in this world and the next: love.

So instead of hiding our heads in virtual sand, or giving up all responsibility for this world and just sit around and wait for Jesus to return-- we are called to stay awake and pay attention to everything happening around us with love. Now I was hoping that this Sunday’s readings would lead to a consideration of stewardship at this time of year when we make our commitment for the coming year. If the call is to wake up, then Stewardship, taking responsibility before God for how we use our time, talents, and money keeps us awake like nothing else can and effectively helps us to pay attention in love to what God is doing in our lives, community, and the world.

This week I came across some research by Esther Harding, a personologist and author of a book entitled The I and the Not I. It contains a scientific study about the consciousness of animals. The scientists discovered that an animal sees and hears only what concerns itself and is insensitive to all else. Every animal, in other words, lives in a world of its own.

The study examines the life of a little creature called a wood-tick, which, at certain times in its life cycle, needs the blood of warm-blooded animals in order to reproduce. The wood-tick attaches itself to the bark of trees and waits for a host animal to pass by. With many ticks in the woods and far fewer warm-blooded animals to walk by, the wait for some wood-ticks has been as long as 17 years! During this time there is nothing else that meets the need of the tick, and nothing else to which it responds.

Hardy, who takes this study and applies it to her work as a personologist, says that even though humans have a higher consciousness than “lower animals,” this enclosed world view persists in the human day to day environment as well. We tend to see only what concerns us or meets our needs. And we tend to turn off, or ignore, those things which we deem irrelevant to our situation. All of this speaks to our own consciousness of the “end times” and the wisdom of living awake and sober as good stewards of all God has put into our hands. We might like to stay warm in bed under the covers of unconsciousness, or sit in a piece of bark waiting for life to come to us, but then along comes this Gospel wake-up call to come alive to the world, the living God who created it all, and the church which he called into being, and whatever happens, we are never to despair.

I know what some of you might be thinking. Smith’s sermon can be summarized in one sentence: Stewardship leads to the end of the world! Cute, I agree, but what if its true? Just think of who is coming at the end of the world- being a good steward makes a lot of sense!

Monday, November 03, 2003

A reflection on the Gospel, Sunday, October 26th by Fr. Smith

Sometimes if we really want to "see" or understand something we have take the most radical and trusting step of faith first. Bartimaeus, a blind begger, is squating, begging for alms, and hoping that the pilgrims heading for the Passover celebration in Jerusalem will throw a coin or two into his cloakfolded over his legs. He knows all the best places to beg, and though blind, has survived relatively well over the years.

Bartimaeus' blindness has heightened his sense of hearing. He doesn't miss much of what is going on around him. He has heard that one Jesus or Nazareth is soon to pass by, and when he does he cries out: Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me. The crown around him tells him to b quiet, but he continues to cry out to Jesus. And Jesus stops! Jesus calls for Bartimaeus to come to him. Bartimaeus jumps up and runs to Jesus leaving behind his cloak!. This is a very significant detail in the story. The cloak kept Bartimaeus warm at night and was the collecting point for the alms he received. It was probably one of his few possessions and leaving it behind as a blind person he would never find it again in the confusion of the great crowd heading for Jerusalem. Seeing his faith and perceiving that Bartimaeus was ready, Jesus asks him the question he asked others: What do you want me to do for you? Bartimaeus had left everything- he could have asked for monetary help, but instead he asks that he might regain his sight. Jesus instantly gives him back his sight. The story concludes with Bartimaeus following Jesus "on the way" as the newest disciple.

All Saints celebration November 2nd, 2003 - a reflection by Fr. Smith

St. Michael and All Angels church and school celebrates a "full" liturgical calendar remembering each Saint and Anglican hero as their day comes along. But at All Saints we remember the "rank and file" folk "just like you and me" who are baptized in the faith and whose deeds of love and mercy over the years are largely unheralded. There are no natural-born christians. There is no such thing as christian DNA. Surely loved by God from the moment of our conception, each of us still has to be introduced to Jesus Christ the Lord of life. The everyday "saints" our the ones who have done this for us and it is these we celebrate on the Feast of All Saints!

The "saints" we're giving thanks for today have dents in their halos for sure. They merit the name saint not because they are free from imperfection, but because they tried to imitate Jesus in their lives. St. Paul refers to "saints" in all his letters to the churches and chides those same people at times for their wilfulness, quarelsome, self-serving ways, as well as their sexual irresponsibility. But they are still "saints". Even St. Paul, after his conversion confesses "I don't understand my own actions. The very things I do not want to do, I do. And the things I do want to do I don't do."

The children we baptized on All Saints are "canonized" into the joyful following of the Lord. They will need their families, friends, and the witness all of us to come to know Jesus Christ and the happiness this relationship brings. And when life brings sorrow, as it surely does at times, Jesus will be the One who will wipe away every tear from their eyes.

Saturday, October 18, 2003

Fr. Smith's Sermon Sunday October 19th, 2003

“The word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing until it divides soul from spirit, joints from marrow; it is able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.” (Heb.4:12)

I’m happy to announce to you that we have a new bishop in the Diocese of Arizona. Canon Kirk Smith was elected and I believe that this person will be a excellent chief shepherd for us and lead us through the difficult times in which we live and help us all to minister faithfully in Jesus’ name. The election of the bishop brought back to mind a question that a wise Monsignor once posed to a group of newly ordained priests: You have to make a decision--do you want to be a bishop or a priest?--and that decision will affect the rest of your life. Now, the old Monsignor wasn’t trying to be critical of all bishops, for obviously there are many fine ones--hopefully the one we just elected. What he was getting at is that a priest has to decide whether he or she is going to be a careerist or a servant of the least and that decision will influence the rest of life and what kind of priest the person will be. Hopefully, Kirk Smith, who we just elected, decided years ago he wanted to be a servant priest and was totally surprised by the Holy Spirit in this election!

And we can’t just pose the Monsignor’s question only to priests and bishops only, for we live in a time when the ministry of each baptized person is valued as essential for the mission of the church. If it is the case that some who begin as fine servant priests gradually get drawn to an upward, hierarchical career track, the same can be true for some lay persons for fall into the same error of clericalism, trading their servant role in for their own needs for importance and power in the church. When this happens it becomes hard to find out what anybody believes in: God? Their Role? Or Power?

Both our election of Bishop and today’s gospel bring this discussion of servant hood to the forefront. In the Gospel, James and John boldly approach Jesus, within earshot of the other disciples, and ask Jesus to do something for them. “What do you want me to do for you?“ Jesus asks. “Give us the highest places in your future Kingdom” they reply. When all the other apostles hear this they are upset and start arguing among themselves. Now the Apostles are portrayed in the Gospels as basically good people, nevertheless, we see them as ambitious, concerned with power, and their own backside. Jesus takes this encounter as a chance to teach them about true greatness. True greatness is found only in service and the high places in Kingdom will be given to the one who serves the needs of all especially those considered the least. Jesus explains that He has come not to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for sinners. Jesus is the righteous Servant Isaiah foretold who would make many righteous and bear the iniquities of many and make intercession for transgressors.

Last week Fr. Daniel spoke of the “stuff” that can keep us from serving God and at the same time cut us off from our brothers and sisters. This week the teaching from the gospel is about power. The desire for power can have the same negative effect. When service is the motivation of our lives it will bring us into close personal contact with many of our brothers and sisters in the human family. But when power is the motivation for our lives we will find ourselves distanced from one another and the needs of our brothers and sisters. A life devoted to power disconnects us from both God and other people.

As Jesus watched the power struggles of his own chosen apostles, I think he is watching the struggle that is going on in our denomination today especially around the election of the first “openly gay” cleric to be elected in the Apostolic order. The division is great between some good and faithful people on both sides of the issue. While the main disagreement is claimed to around “faithfulness to scripture”, what if at root it is a question of power in the church? Faithful and committed Episcopalians elected Fr. Robinson bishop. Why? Some think it was just because he was Gay and in a committed relationship for a number of years. I really don’t think this is the case. I think rather that our brothers and sisters in New Hampshire and at convention saw in this man a “servant first” mentality and a servant leader who never in a million years thought he would ever be elected to serve as bishop. He has been such a Good Shepherd to those he has served over the years in “small” daily differences that it was this ministry that made the “big” difference of his election and confirmation. And this “Good Shepherd” quality of his life, acknowledged by those closest to him, adheres Gene Robinson to the “scriptural norm” of righteousness.

Let us be at peace about this matter and see what come of this. Remember the story of Gamaliel in the Acts of the Apostles? The disciples were preaching and teaching in Jesus’ name and get thrown into jail. In the middle of the night an Angel comes and lets them out. The next morning they are preaching and teaching again non-stop. They are arrested for a second time and brought before the Council of the Jews where they are ordered to stop. They respond: “We must obey God rather than any human authority.” The Council wanted to have them all put to death, but a wise member of the Council, a Pharisee named Gamaliel stood up and had the followers of Jesus put out of the chamber for a short time. He then told the council something that I think applies to Gene Robinson’s election and the disturbing movement it portends for some in the church. Gamaliel reminded the Council about a certain Theudas and his 400 hundred men who rose up, aspiring to be somebody. However, Theudas was killed and his whole movement died with him. And the same thing happened with another Judas of Galilee and his followers. Gamaliel made his point: So in the present case, I tell you . . . Let them alone; because if this plan or this understanding is of human origin, it will fail; but if it is of God, you will not be able to overthrow them--in that case you may even be found fighting against God! (Acts 5:38-39) The wisdom of Gamaliel prevailed, at least for the Jews.

So we can lift up our hearts. God reigns and is in control. And God’s purposes will be accomplished if we let go of petty struggles for power and become servants of one another and this means servants of Christ whose image we bear. “Are you able to drink the cup that I drink? Or be baptized with the baptism I am baptized with? The disciples answer “We are able.” But they don’t really understand what Jesus is asking: Are you ready to be a servant? To lay down your life in a million different ways so that my Kingdom of love will prevail in this world? Jesus asks the same question of us this morning. And two thousand years later, it’s hard for us to say we don’t understand. Our answer may come slower than those first disciples, but hopefully the answer will be: we will serve, we will give our lives, we will be the slave of all, and in doing all this we will help God’s Kingdom come.

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